Hello my dearest friends and watchers!
I am here to happily announce that I am finally able to draw digitally again. Yesterday I finally got Photoshop
CS6, so I can draw on my mac now. I also have got a new tablet. Was sorta all expensive.. but that was worth it.
Furthermore I want to THANK YOU ALL
Because, I really had a hard time dealing with what happened at my place.. This robbery shit was really striking me down. The loss of all my drawings and everything.. the feeling of security at home was taken away. I even had some psychological help, as I just couldn't handle this situation. But in time I gathered some energy and bought myself a little sketchbook. This little book I carried around everywhere and I drew in it everyday. That really helped me. But what really got me motivated to do art again was Star Wars. When I got to see Ahsoka in the Rebels show, I was really disappointed.. So I decided, I can do that better. I will design my very own grown up Ahsoka Tano. Ever since I decided to do that I am practicing and working on this project everyday. (as you can tell from all the sketches and doodlings I have uploaded here) ;D At this point I really want to thank you guys
again. Because you accepted my new drawing direction. I have got so many comments and compliments, it was overwhelming. I even have to admit that last night when I thought about this all I was tearing up. And I came to a conclusion. I will leave this crap what happened to me behind and will see it as a challenge. A challenge out of which I rose up. I became stronger, motivated and enthusiastic. I finally thought a concept for my art again. So my life motto again approved. Nothing in life happens without a reason. I am sure that with photoshop I was given a new opportunity to improve my art. Without the robbery I might wouldn't ever have started using this program, or started drawing Ahsoka again. So I will not let it break me down, I will use it to my advantage. Once again, thank you for your support.
Really, you all helped me through this!
Unfortunately in around 3 weeks I will have my written leaving exams, then three weeks I will have a break to study for my oral leaving exams in june. So yea I am about to graduate from high school. If everything goes well and I pass all my leavings, I will have my big summer break from the 20th of june until the 1st of october. And you guys know exactly what that means! In summer I will draw draw draw draw oh and draw! So until then I will draw a bit too, just to take some breaks from studying and stuff, but for now studying is priority. :I
Thank you so much for reading my Journal Entry! Never give up! that is what I have learned from this all. And I won't give up! I love you all!!!
check out my very first try to draw with photoshop and my new tablet ;D