First of all, I am extremely sorry for not answering any comments currently.. I am trying to communicate with you.. it's just, I feel so drained and don't really have any energy.. But I have read them all and I am extremely grateful for all the comments, you guys are amazing! I am also a bit afraid of answering them because I never really know what to say, I mean a simple "thank you" doesn't seem to be enough to express how grateful I am for every comment I get... Anyways I hope that you can forgive me
I am really sorry!
Oh guys.. I am so so so so so soooo sad... depressed.. down.. hurt.. shattered. I am having problems in every field of my life.. At home my dad is giving me a hard time, in school I have to deal with several teachers who just treat me unfairly, in my relationship I cannot do anything right, I feel like I am unable to be a good girlfriend so I avoid my boyfriend now and I even avoid my friends because I feel so drained and don't really wanna talk to anybody.. Right now I am afraid to lose them because of that... So I am in quite a dilemma.. I in general feel like I cannot do anything right.. I am not good for anything.. I have no motivation for anything, I am just in the mood for laying around in my bed stare at the ceiling and lock myself up in my room without ever coming out again. I don't really eat anymore..and I just cry all day long... this is how I feel, I am giving up on myself.. I feel so small... worthless... Sorry for this whining around here.. I just somehow need to get it off my shoulders..
At the moment I am trying to draw some... to be at least a bit productive, although anyways everything I try to draw is shit.. But yea... I started to work on an older Ahsoka WIP again..
That was all I guess,